?LoveMe?

 How is it so easy for you. To do and say all things you do. To walk and breathe without a heart. Said Nobody from the start. It is always after all is said and done. After all of the believing and feeling that you were the one. With no dignity and definitely NO CLASS. Going behind us and making me look like an ass. You knew what you were doing this whole time. Giving me just enough to believe that you were all mine. Again I ask, How was it so easy for you. Always knowing that we were through. To play your games as good as you did from the start. To walk and breathe without a heart. Manipulating everything so you could always get what you were wanting.  No matter the price, the cost, the sacrifice, to us is ever haunting. Then when I finally asked you Why Did You Do It. Without hesitation and to my eye with another lie you spit. Get The Fuck Out I said as I was finished with this truth that never was. Dealing with the realization of it all after the fact and what this really d...

 How do we fair in this world today with all of these choices. So much to choose from today it is no wonder why we have lost our voices. Yet we all walk around each other like there is no visibility. Losing sight of the realness into all of the beauty that REALLY is plain to see. Only living within the world of your eggshell. Limited by your own confides and feeling as it is hell. Breaking through that frail shell is tougher than you thought. Trying to undo all of those lies, those feelings, those friends you do have--You bought. You keep failing to break through something you make harder. Until you actually see why you fail in becoming a real starter. Keep chomping at the bit as they say Until there is that crack you hear and that shell starts to break away. Seeing the those rays of bright light. Validating your struggle and that fight. Stepping out from what you were. To only step in to what you are. It may take a while for you to become acclimated. However, it will not take time...

Wishing your body was tangled with mine Your lips on me like an intoxicating wine Feeling you flutter when I gaze into you Knowing that no other will ever do Our hands locked with one another Only way two feel as one and no way other Your smell is what I am breathing Your smile is what I am feeling I have this still though you are not here Just letting you know I love you with everything so dear You are the color to my life that let's me see How beautiful our love is in our life of ?LoveMe?

Simple really. How life hands us a reset without being silly. The times you wished you had more time. It is now! And? We have it. So, let's be kind. Working on your family's and your home. Appreciate all that hard work and the seeds you have sewn. Submerse yourself in the nature you have created. Not happy? Now's the time to talk with yourself and be less debated. It is time for all of us to self reflect and ask, "What am I doing this all for?" Loving yourselves in a life of ?LoveMe? and living it a little more.

What the hell with this quarantine. With all the other places I'd rather be. Do this and Don't do that. Stop being such a scaredy cat. Not living life your way. Wait for what the government say. So glad I rely on independence of me. Able to do the things that let me be. Stop the crying and all your bitchin. Busted fat lip is what you'll be fixin. Make the most with what you got. I'd rather be happiest then not. If all you gonna do is not live and be grumpy Stay in your lonely little corner of dumpy. To much in me for living a great life. Living in ?LoveMe? without strife.