?LoveMe?

It is said that one should never partake in too much of a good thing. Havin a blast and doing things that really make the heart sing. Cuz it may seem like any other good time after that. Will just feel lame like a night out when all you did was just sat. So enjoy whats now for you may not ever get that again in this life. Before you settle down and enjoy married life with that husband or wife. Use both eyes wide open before diving in. Making sure that to much fun isn't sin. Cuz if it was and you knew it to good to be true. Just remember that things have a way of coming back to you. So remember how far to take a good time and you will definitely see. That living and having a good life is well so long as you can say honstly, ?LoveMe?

Just sittin here at the end of this bar Drinkin Jack cuz he usually takes me far. As I let go of you and all your promises. Today was the day I had enough of living on all of your prom wishes. Always thinkin we can go back to those days that have been a long time gone. Still living there and makin those promises and watchin'em all go wrong. What do you know about me anyway since you left go of that to. Truth is, seems like the only thing you care about is you. Just sittin here at the end of this bar. Drinkin Jack cuz I know he will take me far. As I let you go and all of those damn promises. How stupid of me believing all of your prom wishes. Now I know what I am faced with and what it is I have to do. Goin back to our place and packin up the pieces of my heart and leavin you. What do you really know about me anyway since you already left that go to Truth still shines as the only thing you have ever cared about was you. I have my bagged up heart here at the end of this bar. Wa...

False starts. Torn hearts. You just leave no stone unturned. Broken dreams. Know what that means. You starved me outta love and what I've yearned. You couldn't be any further from the truth As your lies, Your lies Your lies robbed me of my youth. I am here now to give you your truth. As your lies, Your lies, Your lies gave me courage to stand up to you. Real starts. For patched hearts. Never going back to being alone. Still got dreams. Yeah,I know what that means. Never gonna give anyone like you my bone. Cuz, You couldn't be any further from the truth. Your Lies, Your Lies Your lies robbed me of my youth I am here now to give people like you their truth. Cuz, Their lies, Their Lies Their Lies keep the courage goin to stand up to you. Your false starts and broken hearts and your means for broken dreams. Has all left you as the stone unturned. Starved yourself right outta love and everything else you have ever yearned. Your Lies, Your Lies, Your Lies no longer work for...

I am captivated by the way you are just standing there. Admiring yourself in the mirror as you fix your hair. Just out of the shower you are. As beads of water caress every inch of that body to look like a rock star. You see me in the distance and yet you still tease. Making it so that the only thing I wanna do is please. Flashing the guilty smile and then biting the lower lip. I am only going to stand for a bit further while I get ready to pounce and strip. You with your hands motioning me in to you. Watching in the mirror as I am getting ready to do. Staring me down the entire time while your getting the best of what my morning has to offer. Now I get watch to you in the mirror with your mouth all open and your eyes roll as I continue to be your personal boxer. The moans and heavy breathing draw me near and near. You yelling to me,"Don't Stop," and everything else but honey or dear. We both are staring each other down in the mirror as we both already know. We watch on t...

It is truly amazing how a simple thing can change so much. A look, one word, a kiss, one gesture, and yes even a touch. Who would have thought that by doing so could have such an effect on ones mind. Whether it be getting over a relationship or getting into one and knowing that it all takes time. Doing something so simple could make the difference of how one perceives you. Holding someones hand for instance is soothing and calming and reassures that you will do. Talking openly and honestly defines your position as someone who is in charge of themselves on whatever reason. Not like some of those others out there who have make excuses and lie and wonder why they are out of season. Someone who doesn't make promises because they live realistically and has no problem following through. To the ones who make those promises, trust and believe that the happily ever after only happens in the fairy tales as with real life is not true. If that is what someone seeks, believe in the happily ever...

I guess there is quite a lot to be said for the imagination of a twisted mind. Being able to see the world in full color instead of the grey, black & white. Being able to disguise pain in an enjoyable way to for go the playing of games. Being completely numb to relationships and their issues for the meaning is not the same. Being able to see the complete beauty of an object, surrounding, & yes even people to. I guess there really is quite a lot to be said for the imagination of a twisted mind. Is it so wrong to live in color. Is it so wrong to live without pain. Is it so wrong to live numb. Is it so wrong to live in complete beauty. I guess there is quite a lot to be said for the imagination of a twisted mind. So wrong being able to ?LoveMe?

I suppose it is what you make of your life. Having it all like some kids, a dog, maybe even a wife. It is nice to have something to live by, a plan. These are the things you need to do son, in order for you to grow and be a man. Well, guess what? None of it worked the way it "SHOULD," have but? I am so happy and fortunate that the road less traveled was the one I took. Meeting new people and interesting things forced me to take my life and give it a second look. Now that the dues are paid and I am the one I answer to. Being my responsible self in living the dream and maybe sharing it with someone special like you. The point to all of this is to never give up on you and what it is you are. Living your life, discovering yourself, unlocking secrets that no-one bothered to share, and yes live your life like you are the star. The reason behind the point of getting to know yourself and being yourself, and living in yourself all the way. Is to get you to realize that until you can b...

You make the effort now after so many years After I cried all of my tears. After I confronted all of my fears After I have slowed and quit grinding the gears After I have been living somewhat a normal life for years After I have put in the blood sweat and tears After I made sure there was nothing else that I have in my fears After I definitely made sure everything now is like clockwork gears You decide now would be a great time to be involved after nothing in many years. Now in this life I have created so that I may see happy Now in this life I have all of myself when I say ?LoveMe?

I wish that you could feel the intensity I do when we exchange looks across the bar. It feels like forever that we've known each other and we are not even that far. Just knowing you is happiness across my face. Getting to know you more really takes me to that special place. The mindset and temperament which compliments mine very well. Not even a kiss yet and I am already under your spell. I know this may sound foolish to some and for reasons I can not explain. I really do believe that no matter what we would be even out in the pouring rain. There is no such thing as the perfect time to get to know something as this. Make best of the time we do have to do what we do which is. Taking that time to feed this hunger of whateverness and at a steady pace. Knowing our demons as well the good and not having it all blow up in our face. Really what should we do about these intense looks between me and you. Some more than others are so intense that I have forgotten what I was gonna do. This is...

Being sometimes just is not good enough. Even when life has been hard, shaky, and maybe a little rough. Someday enough is enough and being will no longer do. As to start picking up those fallen pieces of you. Learn from how they got there so as not to put them back in the same places. Pay attention and listen to all those smiling faces. Remember this on the journey of keeping a heart. That no matter who we are that anyone is capable of making a new start. Never forgetting the road at times can be rather long. Just keep on with the never forgetting and sing your song. Belief is the power for all of us in keeping safe. With that power of belief, having a little faith. Know that the journey is whats made of it just be patient and see. All true and good things do happen in a life of ?LoveMe?

Loving your way of putting a smile upon my face. You know the one I speak of that just makes you wanna say grace. Lets not bother with the formalities in making haste. Because your good loving I could never waste. From the way you stare me down to when you offer yourself for the taste. Believe me when I say that I definitely would not let that go to waste. Trust in me with those formalities because there would not be no haste. And that smile that I spoke of as I would be the one on my knees to say grace. So in return your now loving the way I am putting that smile upon your face. ?LoveMe?