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Ever wonder why people say and do things out of spite. It is like they have nothing else better to do but show their anger and might. This is one of many who will no longer tolerate things of such. There is too much to do in this life and things I love so much. To say and do things from spite is to show your frustration of something within. No matter the ignorance an excuse will no sooner be unless the revels of your frustration are dealt with or least to begin. And yes we all should know that two wrongs do not make it right. Especially if you are one those who does or reacts out of anger and spite Remember that this one of many who will no longer tolerate things of such. All about the Truth in Love as We all continue our journey into ?LoveMe? so much.

Alone here and thinking of you. The constant in every feeling thought of what I do. If there were no light in life all I need do is close my eyes. The very vivid imagination always bringing you to my big screen lighting up all of my lives. Alone here and thinking of you. Moving forward on everything that is now not true. That constant feeling thought of you has been reduced to fantasies when closing my eyes now. You have always been infectious to me like that somehow. Alone here and thinking of you. As with passing of time you cross the mind every now and then as I knew. Living and breathing every day as was intended for Me, Myself, and We. Living and breathing everyday as was intended in ?LoveMe? Alone here and not thinking of you.

The more I lay here and stare into your eyes. The more I want to stay here and not put up with someone else’s lies. Your beauty has me in a state. There is no other creature more beautiful that God himself could create. You remind me of Mother Nature so natural and true. A light winded breeze through a door I know it is you. The way you dance effortlessly across a room As the Queen to her court you tend to everyone without presume. The wink of an eye with that flash of a smile. Tells my heart that it is with you that I will be with for a very long while. A lot to be said for that till death do us part. At least I know it is love with you as it is felt deep within my heart. Thank-You so much for awaking my soul that you claimed and love to see. Thank-You so much for being a very big part of it all in how you ?LoveMe?

Truths are hard to take sometimes Especially when there are so many kinds. Your friends who know you will tell you. Your family who really knows you will suggest what to do. Your Life that accommodates you will let you know if it is feasible. In the grand scheme of it all you will that voice in the back of your head letting you know if it is reasonable. Truth is, you will have to chose which one is best for your life. Truth is, sometimes it is hard because you already know even if there will be strife. There are many lines of which that could be crossed. Not listening to your truths will lead to complications in which you could be lost. That’s what makes it difficult and hard at times. To accept and know all the truths in there so many kinds. ?LoveMe?

What say you the second of two. Behind bars you are with your lies and now nothing to do. What of your doings and how should they be judged. How about the child of eight who will never be hugged. The others that have lost and could never be. Open the ole eyes to the pain and now the way of life all must see. Nothing in our pop culture will idolize this. What was the purpose and how does it make sense. As this drama unfolds for the world to watch and view. Remember the victims and the crimes as you all do. The mercy for which judgment is passed is all in in karmas hands now. As time unfolds the answers to all of us on the why and how. Remember it is still up to all of us in this to see. How harsh reality can be at times and how simple it is to still show someone a little ?LoveMe?

What you gonna do when they come get you. It is only a matter of time and when they do. May the mercy bestowed upon those innocent victims be the guidance to such mercy for you. Never intentionally wishing harm as it would make us no better than they. Knowing Karma will decide their fate and there is really not more that anyone can say. Ultimate judgment is not ours to make thank goodness for anyone’s sake. Whether we like it or not when judgment is passed it will be for everyone to take. So what you gonna do when they come get you. Cuz you know it is only a matter of time before they do. Mercy No Mercy will be Karma's judgment in handling you. Life is precious, it is an everyday miracle to live and be. Somewhere, somehow, finding ones self and living a life of ?LoveMe?

Run, Run, Run as fast as you can away from the finish line. The first boom was for them and the second was mine. The scare, the horror, and shear terror of it all. As evil preyed upon then danced like it was having a ball. Good was there of many who helped saved. The jolt, the shock then back to the home of the brave. Innocence may have been taken however innocence was given. In this battle of good and evil, the good won and made it worth living. Good was there to help those who needed it from a perfect stranger. The stranger who didn't even think twice to do what they did in the face of all that danger. We The People are resilient in nature and yet we keep on giving. Watching people respond the way they did makes me proud I live in a country worth living. Unlike those who would strap an innocent to a bomb and declare it glory. We The Peoples have an entirely different story. Our hearts do bleed for those who were killed. We The People won't ever forget this day as blood was sp...

I am reminded of sweetness when your lips touch mine. I love your embrace as it is forever and would stand the test of time. Your hand the way it cups mine when your standing next to me. I am always taken with your eyes looking into my soul and what they really see. When I look into yours I find the biggest heart and how it beats. Never a dull moment with you especially in the sheets. Just thinking of you again as I often do. Wanting to say Thank-You for just being you. I love more than anything in this world the way you make me feel and open my eyes to see. Our ways of living in our life of and especially the way you ?LoveMe?

I was walking along when looking into view. The most vivid image I have ever had of you. I know that you have been gone for sometime. This image of you was so clear and all mine. It is nice to be reminded in such a way. Especially like this on not so much of a nice day. For certain a smile I knew you were always good for. Your laugh then the look and your way of making me smile even more. Though you are in better place this I know. Thank-You for still being here in me as I continue to live, learn, and grow. All of the advice, All of our chats, All of our secrets, All that we have shared. It is nice to be reminded that I still have you right here and that you really cared. As I continue to walk along this path and looking into view. That you may surprise me anytime you will with the most vivid images of you. It was you after all that made me open my eyes to the world I see. It was you after all that got through to my soul and the first to have ever ?Love(d)Me? Ruth E. Wolfe born Jan 1...

Some things are just to beautiful to see. Things like personal treasures that I hold very close to me. Not everyday however there are just a few. Moments to share them and respect how they came to be with you. Some are admired in a different light. Others treasured for a mutual like. So get on out there and see what you may find. Days like today may make your find that one of a kind. ?LoveMe?

You are sooo deep in all your drama. Thinkin how you should be worshipped like Dalai Lama. What's so fucking great about you that I'd wanna. The only great thing is your whining and bitching little mama. You ain't got nothin, nothin on this Like a soda that just done lost its fizz Just shut the hell up on all your dis You still ain't got nothin, nothin on this. So how does it feel to be the Dalai Lama Talkin your shit and dippin it in drama Still haven't answered that question yet little mama What's so fuckin great bout you that I'd wanna. You ain't got nothin, nothin on this Like a soda that just done lost its fizz Just shut the hell up on all your dis You still ain't got nothin, nothin on this. Now your no longer the Dalai Lama Now your shit outa luck and smell like drama Now time is up for you little mama. Now that I know your never gonna Not so fuckin great now why would I wanna. You ain't got nothin, nothin on this. You ain't got no...

Am I the bad person if I am not willing to give. Am I the bad person if I see nothing wrong with the way that I live. Politically correct yes and polotically correct not so much. Am I not living to the expectations of others in government and such. Why does government belong in how idealistically the world should be. I know that I am more capable of making the decisions that are best fit for me. It also affects my freedom of speech and impairs my ability on freedom of expression. Then you wonder why people retaliate against such things or have that aggression. You can not tell me this and then do what I was repremanded for in front of me. Your an ass for doing so and more of an ass for thinking all others would not see. So Politically correct yes and politically correct not so much. To who's expectations are important here on matters of mine living and such. So- Am I the bad person if I see nothing wrong with the way I that I live. Or- Am I the bad person if I am not willing to giv...

What of the tortures in this life. Stepping stones in patience and dealing with strife. No one could ever imagine this pain of burden Would never wish an enemy this darkness for certain. How dare to think good from all of this. Scared to step into the light is just the surface. Ugly truths and personal demons really do live. Truth of monsters and evil within are how these thoughts learn to give. Give the strength to live each day out and be amongst the rest. Imaginary world is real in dealing with realities mess. Be this, don't do that and yet the soul still decides. And yet these thoughts of silencing them all in ways of deciding suicides. To live like the others would be nice however could never be. To many monsters, demons, evil, and sad of no love for thee. For the colors in this paint brush are those of black and grey. Feels like for certain in living of no color ever coming this way. If there be a wish in this world today in anything that could be. That there would be no m...

Oh, how I love to get lost looking into your eyes. Even on the darkest of days they still light me up like the brightest of blue skies. Cold and shivery the world may seem at times as it never tames. Like the passion that burns in your eyes when you look into me as I feel your flames. Especially living in this craziness of over worked, under paid, and talking way too much. Those eyes just take me to that place where we really never have to talk about such. Even when the world is spinning out of control for the rest to see. That spinning stops when your eyes catch my fall with that glare on how your going to "LoveMe?

Yours, mine, and ours. Does it really take the years, months, days, and even the hours. It is believed by some that everything they are is shared with those around them through time. And yet others believe everything they have is to be, "All Mine." While some still hold true that if it has stood the test of time and endures. That this is who you are a legacy that can be rightfully claimed as, "All Yours." To combine the two of, "All Mine," with "All Yours," and share it with those around us through the years, months, days, and even the hours. This is how we come to be with all of the Yours, Mine, and sharing with everyone in Ours. What is truly amazing and most never get to see is, how everything just fell in place for them to be. It took the time of years, months, days, and even the hours to have the strength in living with themselves and having the faith that someone could ever, "LoveMe?

Starting with a gaze our eyes meet. As we lock, our hearts greet. Finding our souls dancing together as you and I become one. Seems there is nothing that can do us undone. No matter how bad the weather may get. Our love and endearment continues to last and with great respect. Not only for our love rather our friendship as you and I continue as a we. Wishfully lasting the test of time through it all for the rest to see. That something this wonderful has, can, and will continue to exist. Only if you have the heart of yourself before giving it to another without persist. Truly then will have anyone experienced the raw joy of giving. As we continue onward in this journey of living. We do wear the heart where it is suppose to be. We wear it proudly in this the life of ?LoveMe?

Remember how good it felt to have someone do something nice for you. That's how it should be with just about everything you do. Even if you are not getting all of it back in return today. Just know that there will be someone or something that will return the goodness to you in some other way. Not everyday will be great for giving the goodness and we all know how that goes. On the days that are good for giving you will give extra to make up the difference and how it really shows. Trust and believe that nobody knows like you when it comes to your heart. Either in the giving or not of someone else's life of whom you don't even know a fresh new start. It is just that easy in ways more than you could even imagine Trust and believe the badness as well to the extent that one should really not let it under their skin. For all will balance itself between the good and bad in ones life not so much by all of their thought. More so in the fact of giving yourself onto others as they wou...

The truth on being yourself is a lot easier than you think to be said. Better than living with all of the lies that you call truths up in your head. Truly need to love yourself NO MATTER WHAT happens to you. Even on the I HATE MYSELF days that make you wanna do everything else but what you have to do. If your giving up that easily and are happy with just taking it. Then do not bitch about the way things are and how nobody else doesn't give a shit. Just remember that only you are gonna know whats right for you. Always plenty to love and never enough time to do. Just keep living and not in all of the excuses. Do not give in especially when you are looking to have and put up with life's abuses. It takes a REAL PERSON to live a REAL LIFE and knowing what it is you seek. Love yourself enough to live in ?LoveMe? and you to may realize that it is not so weak.