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Sitting and looking out my window Reflecting of my life and what of my fellow Maybe I Could've I think I really Should've Or, if I Would've Then I realize if I changed any of it for me I would not have grown the way I did and turned out to be Some peoples lives are consistent with issue after issue I have lived thru those days and now I am beyond them and will never miss you Hard Knocks along the way and not feeling like I am the one With pleasure now cuz I am always good and no guilt either, with that I am done It is truly Blessed Be for all in my eyes for the word Change Once you get use to it, suddenly your life doesn't seem so strange What was years ago will only be if you harbor it to this day Taking up your space to live, enjoy, and all things wonderful for you to say So, I will sit here looking out my window and sip on some more coffee Truly Blessed with great people, Life, and strong in ?LoveMe?

The more one gives of themselves The further one will live for themselves For selfishness is the true root to all evil Selflessness IS in all of us who chose to believe it be Knowing that in hard work and one's determination. This will lead to ones own reward in applying themselves to a good life in general Yet, a majority still believe in Whatever Will Be Will Be. Why would one chance it to fate when there is the ability to will it Applying a very Famous Speech Line to ones own way of Living, Ask Not What Of Your Life Can Do For You. Rather What Can You Do For Your Life. Use it as a mentality until it becomes the fabric of ones, Who You Are Once one finds the Who? Then One can be the What. Till then only one heart should beat as a whole for everyone to see Shining Brightly in the light ?LoveMe?

Making sense of how two separate people with so different lives. Can live & laugh together like Husbands & Wives Two Alpha's living in Omega. Things don't matter here, don't have to beg ya To look into to one another and already have the answer before our question. Knowing all things are good no matter our direction. No intentions of any ill harm or fate. Felt that our first time together, our sorta date. Living like everyday is our first day Knowing our last could happen at any moment without say Having each other in every single aspect of our so different lives Is why we are able to live & laugh together like husbands wives. Most importantly and without question as to our "We" Importantly the Most is our way with each other in ?LoveMe?    

How precious is life to you? Of all things to give, what would you do? Share your internals with someone that could still grow? Or? The rest of your precious moments with someone whom you barely know? While having a chance on friendships gone rye and to again make right? Knowing if you do, that will be a friend by your side to help you towards the light? Carry the heavy bourdon to its end, WoW-- what a load! Or? Carry On with family and a friend in laughter and tears till the end of the road? These are just some of the things I asked myself when I was fighting for my life. Being fortunate in having friends who are family that by my side will fight. Also knowing that I was right by me in doing what I've done in this life to be. And that against any odds, always have I had myself in a light to? LoveMe?

How better to know your own strength in heart. Then to think or create something from it and start. Sure it may sound simple and of course well. Remember to not over think on the negatives or get stuck and dwell. The idea is to show or remind yourself what you are truly made of. Conquering fears and the I Can'ts so that you may grow and rise above. Learning and Discovering your pieces along the way. Only to find and keep the bigger pieces of yourself to forever stay. Be not overly Brazen and definitely not understated. Feed from the determination and anger, even when you are frustrated. Know what your goals are at all times and never let anyone tear them away. Stand firm, show yourself, and remind them all that you are here to stay. Inside of you is what you are wearing on the outside. Looking at yourself in the mirror as though you are side by side. Even when it feels as though the world has turned on you and feeling no love to be. Know that there is definitel...

Happy 200th ?LoveMe? Poem and Thanks to all who made this be. 200 hundred poems written during some hard times and good for all to see. Especially after last years brush with death and rehab a very dark place indeed. Thanks for all the prayers & speedy recovery time to a come back fur sur to succeed. It may have taken me a while to find my writing hand again and surely I did. Just when some counted me out and others said, "Don't be so quick to bid!" I found who was important and who was not. And those who were not I haven't given a second thought. 200 Poems later our journey still has only just begun. Here is to another 100 more poems sad, good, questionable, inquisitive, and yes fun. Wishfully some you like, dislike, upsetting, laughable, and even some to hold close as you be. Continuing onward as we define ourselves in this life we all live and some even in ?LoveMe?

A color so simple and true Reminds me of us and all we have been through. Cobalt Blue is a statement color so rich in its Blue In all of who we are to one another and in all we do. Could not imagine being this color with any other than you. Cobalt Blue. Ours in its existence that surely everyone knows what it is when they see. Cobalt Blue is ours that surely everyone knows what it is in this life of ?LoveMe?