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The emptiness in my life is as vast as the sea. It fucking sucks cuz it just feels it was meant to be. I know there is something to be said for all of the reasons. It has been way too long since I had all of my seasons. There was a brief moment at best where I felt my world move. Yet again empty without anything or something to prove. Back to my abandoned ship where I feel most at home. Lonely, quiet, and open to what ever may come. The heart does ache to love a soul so complete. Unfortunately no-one will ever be in the running let alone even compete. This heart like the sea is even at best too big for me. I smile and laugh with life and joke myself into believing nothing is wrong. Until I hear the music in my soul burn me with blues ever so strong. I set myself free with every note be it purposeful or sinning At least I feel something purposeful and that I am winning. Feel it nice, Feel it slow, Feel it dirty, and let it go. The only time I ever feel anything is when ...

Dealing with a broken heart and all of its rage! Like a Wild Animal that has been caught in a cage! Making no sense of it all when it is happening to you. The rage is asking yourself," Now what am I to do?" Revenge sounds so sweet and it feels so right. Before making that decision lets look at this in a different light. Who's heart is currently breaking? Who's not hurting like you and enjoyed all of the taking? There is an important lesson to be learned in just those two questions right there. Time to own YOUR SHIT and get right with YOURSELF if you truly care! Realizing that blame game is definately two fold. It becomes unecessary and truly grows very old. Take your time and appreciate yourself in becoming a better you instead. Be large and get in charge of YOU and then you will be turning everyones head. Do not forget where you are in your life for the next who tries in stealing your heart. Sit down like a grown ass adult and have that conversation b...

Everything does happen for a reason. Everyone every place for their time and season. Enjoy that time spent or lost however it will last. Once it is gone it becomes the past. Only wishing in tomorrow that we will see. Fruition and of course what will be will be. There truly is no rhyme to the reason. Why these things and people have their season. Life is truly that mystical thing. It shows who we are whether our heart breaks or what is making it sing. Truly learn from these times. Make the impression on yourself before trying to change others minds. One thing is certain in this life today. "It is the only one you get," so they say. Make the most of those things and whom ever. Expand that mind for it just may turn into something clever. Also, make sure to love yourself enough for everyone else to see. That there is more than enough to love in this life of ?LoveMe?   

You ask why I am single. Laughing and then of course the giggle. Definitely not afraid to mix and mingle. Even having moments when it tingles. Definitely having a way of not crossing any signals. Being the fire that burns warm and pringle. Asking as if you've known the answer to this lil jingle. Take a really good look as to the why I am single. ?LoveMe?

Your silence is killer and down right bone chilling. Knowing your love being real and so willing. To sacrifice such a thing just to save your own face. What of your giving yourself in such grace. Knowing that you are better than all of that. Throwing it all away over a society's eye in which you already spat. Try as you may to throw away a connection so deep and so tue. You will realize to late what it really was and that is all on you. Knowing you could have had the entirety of the world in the palms of your hand. All you had to do was be real enough to see it through and take a stand. Instead of being open you chose silence as your way out. Guess it should not be so surprising in you reprising your role in this so called self doubt. You had an unconditional love that was too great and true. Wishing you all the best of my friend in whatever your trying to pursue. As for me in all of this and where will I be. Still living my life in all it is in ?LoveMe?

I have always had an appreciation for a really good story. Especially those of guts and love in all of their glory. Where the odds are over whelming and yet they triumph over good verses evil. Better yet where they both lose everything before making that jump like Evil Knievel. Yes it would be nice if every love story were just like the ending of any love movie. Reality is? Most feel trapped in some sort of shyness or feel like the creep or a bit quirky. Sweaty Palms and beads of sweat on their forehead. Most say, "No Way," while others can't cope or deal and just wish they were dead. I never could understand the idea of putting yourself out there. Feeling completely powerless and naked for everyone else to stare. Until one day someone said to me, "You do know why you are alone?" And for the first time I was honest and said, "Because I'm not honest," in harsh tone. They replied, "So be honest with yourself in putting you ...

Being in love with a tortured soul is definitely not for everybody. To be strong enough to withstand those daemons takes a toll on ones body. Have to be trusting with everything even though there might be a let down. Having sense enough knowing who they are verses what they are so you don't drown. Keeping that faith that brought both of you together in the first place. Especially at times when you feel like jumping just to save grace. Deep down you both know that this is a love unlike any other. The looks, the touch, the feel, the taste you both experience with one another. When an unbreakable bond in faith and love between two different worlds meet. Each knowing that no other could even come close or compete. Yet having a hard time with how this came to be without rhyme or reason. Especially when our time together feels like a whole nother season. When one knows who they are as a person being the grounded one. The other struggling to understand who they are because t...