?LoveMe?

I am so in love with your eyes and the way they stare me down. Having your way with me all you want without even making a sound. I can feel your love for me so heavy and thick. It is not even smothering nor does it make me sick. All I know is that I am your captive in hearts. For each of us gave the other the second chance in starts. I know that there is no other place than with you I would rather be. Sharing in our love in this life of ?LoveMe?

What so important that you could not think of me. I give you my all, why can't you see. Everything I do is for you I don't know what else to do I love you with everything in me. Nobody else is gonna love you like I do just you wait and see. Well if I can't love you then nobody else will If you love me then take it, it's just a little pill. I will do anything for OUR relationship Oops! I may have messed up a bit Is it your body or mine that's outlined in chalk. I cannot see through this blindness and powerful will to stalk. If any of this sounds way to familiar and you are afraid to be Just know in your heart of hearts that you will be ok to leave and live more in the light of ?LoveMe? 

The anger and frustration of making something outta nothing is something indeed. Only to have people walk all over you with their own agenda and greed. There may not be an I in team but there sure as hell a me in there. Whether for the common good or an over-all must do to this heart that is showing bare. I am saying the words out loud and feel like nothing is happening here. Nobody truly listens over their own words long enough to just what is being said to them, did you hear. Your decision only addresses what is on the surface and affects everything it could. Why not take a deeper look and realize that there is more to it than that as you should. Trying not getting all wrapped up in the drama of it all like you do and just letting it go. Doing what needs to be done is the focus most importantly instead of anybody elses say so. That is where I am at in this whole mess that has been in our way. Not really leaving me so sure and with really not a whole lot to say. Till then...

How does every bit of revenge taste. Not completely in vein here or without haste. Best is not having any part of how things would work out in the end for you. Loving Karma and what it is all about for it knows how to be and what to do. The revenge in reference is that one would be fortunate enough to be around when Karma showed up at your door. As it holds your head up for everyone to look into those eyes as you were getting what was coming and more. Don't get it wrong when someone says, I wish you no harm, in that this life is to short for anyone. Nice to see that there is a natural order to things unexplained and how they reveal themselves to everyone. Remember to live in the fashion in which you would want to be treated. Learn to stay away from those thieves who will steal, lie, and have you cheated. Lessons learned in life and how it should be. Just remember to believe in you and never doubt your spirit in ?LoveMe?  

As if I were interested in just an, "I'm Sorry."                                              Like it would matter after all the heart break and worry. Even if there were another chance for you. What else would you say, what else would you do.                             Like you would ever get that chance to redeem what you have lost. Better off just leaving the way things are like losing the keys or better they were tossed. So what do you say to that or do you think you are gonna stick to your sorry excuse. I have already healed from all of your lies and all of your abuse. So excuse me if I am not the least bit interested in any letter of what you say. Life has been great for me since you left me in the shape I was. Like the pain was food and I just devoured it all and now I live...

You think the way you do and wonder why things aren't so great. Living that double life in being happy with me and the other of living straight. What did you expect when it came to an end. I said I would be here for you not waiting till you to decide I was more than a friend. You needed more time to think and be sure of what and who you are. By going out and screwing everything you can and partying it up like a rock star. Chances you've taken and risking yourself all for sake of saving face and being sure nobody knows. Especially when the answer is so obvious and never not once rejecting that by waiting on you really blows. The answer obvious to me is you like living in this torture and pain over something more powerful than love. I became stronger and went on to live my life by setting it free and rising above. The greatest healer of all came to pay me a visit who we all know as Time. Giving me back to myself and living in love with a heart that is all mine. Now a...

Things that I use to see so clearly. Are now no longer anything close to me. My dreams were inspirational they made me do. My dreams now yours for the stealing, it's all you. The life worth fighting for has come to past. Now I just take it everyday right up the ass. You smile the way you do because you know. I do it for being beaten down and nothing to show. The spit of my hatred would leave my mouth so dry. Spit it I would if I could right into your eye. Maybe it would give a vision of a person that use to be. A person worth loving in a little life of ?LoveMe?